From Sodom and Gomorrah to at the Foot of the Cross: An Adventure of Marriage.
Being led by the serpent, we began a Tryst.The lounge we met at was a 25 yrs old and over lounge, so naturally He believed I was 25. And I did not correct his idea.
We partied,drank, and fought a lot.
Fast forward to my 21st birthday(he still didn't know i wasn't 25) , we moved in together, unmarried.
At this point he had proposed once, and I declined.
We did sooo much unholy things in the first 5 yrs of our relationship, that I knew, God wouldn't dare let us in! We were headed straight for hell!
2014: Fast forward 5 yrs to April 2014 and my 25th birthday.
God called me to Himself in a dream.
He spoke with me, and told me "I am calling my people to me, to be MY BRIDE." HE told me " Will you be My Bride?"
I gladly accepted. I was worried though, that the man i had spent the last 5 yrs with, would potentially leave me, bc I had chosen to rededicate myself to God. Because, of how we met, and lived in Hell-ish Sin.
None the less I was committed to sticking by God's side,no matter the outcome.
But I did ask God, if it be HIS WILL, to allow Larry to accept me as I begin this new Adventure with Christ.
God came to me in a second dream and told me to
"Pray for Larry & Our Relationship"
But He also told me to tell the truth about my age,first.
I was living in west Fort Worth , and there was a conference in Arlington
(almost an hr away). So on the drive over, I began to have an anxiety attack, (satans demon trying to deter me,from making it to the conference),
so immediately i began praying Feverently!
I remember praying that This Prophet wasn't a FALSE PROPHET,as soo many I had crossed paths with were.
There was 1 sentence that broke my walls all the way down...It was " We look at Christ, As our brother, our Saviour, our Redeemer, our Healer....BUT do you receive HIM as THE LOVER OF YOUR SOUL?"
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES, CRUMBLED TO THE FLOOR, AND WEEPED.... I had hit my breaking point, as we all have to before we truly become His Bride!
That DAY August ,2014 I truely returned my Soul to God, and never turned back!
So ,I returned to Fort worth and sat my long-time boyfriend Larry,about what had just happened. And I asked him what he wanted to do? Pressuring him into changing himself was not my style.
He sat there almost 10 minites, in silence.
After the 10 minutes, He responded "Let's Do it " let's be baptized and saved.
He was all in! 🥰🥰🥰🤲🤲🤲.
From that moment, til we got married, we slept in separate rooms and practiced abstinence.
We decided not to return to Sunday worshiping churches bit to start Sabbath worshiping.
That limited the places we would worship to either 7th day Adventist or Messianic Jewish Synagogue.
We decided to go to the synagogue. And we on Tues October 21,2014, were married by our Rabbi,
only after we met with him 3xs for pre-marital counseling (definitely encourage,everyone to do this exercise).
From August 2014- September 2019 we both drew closer to YahVeh, following His Word,His Commandments, His Sabbath, And His Holy Days.
We in September 2019 were instructed to leave the ministry we had been with for 2 yrs, and to go "Underground " aka worshiping just us at home,
Abba said "where two or more are gathered, There I WILL be also".
I can honestly tell you all that the closer I got to the Holy Spirit, the more I grew in love with my Husband.
We partied,drank, and fought a lot.
Fast forward to my 21st birthday(he still didn't know i wasn't 25) , we moved in together, unmarried.
At this point he had proposed once, and I declined.
We did sooo much unholy things in the first 5 yrs of our relationship, that I knew, God wouldn't dare let us in! We were headed straight for hell!
2014: Fast forward 5 yrs to April 2014 and my 25th birthday.
God called me to Himself in a dream.
He spoke with me, and told me "I am calling my people to me, to be MY BRIDE." HE told me " Will you be My Bride?"
I gladly accepted. I was worried though, that the man i had spent the last 5 yrs with, would potentially leave me, bc I had chosen to rededicate myself to God. Because, of how we met, and lived in Hell-ish Sin.
None the less I was committed to sticking by God's side,no matter the outcome.
But I did ask God, if it be HIS WILL, to allow Larry to accept me as I begin this new Adventure with Christ.
God came to me in a second dream and told me to
"Pray for Larry & Our Relationship"
But He also told me to tell the truth about my age,first.
I was living in west Fort Worth , and there was a conference in Arlington
(almost an hr away). So on the drive over, I began to have an anxiety attack, (satans demon trying to deter me,from making it to the conference),
so immediately i began praying Feverently!
I remember praying that This Prophet wasn't a FALSE PROPHET,as soo many I had crossed paths with were.
There was 1 sentence that broke my walls all the way down...It was " We look at Christ, As our brother, our Saviour, our Redeemer, our Healer....BUT do you receive HIM as THE LOVER OF YOUR SOUL?"
I DROPPED TO MY KNEES, CRUMBLED TO THE FLOOR, AND WEEPED.... I had hit my breaking point, as we all have to before we truly become His Bride!
That DAY August ,2014 I truely returned my Soul to God, and never turned back!
So ,I returned to Fort worth and sat my long-time boyfriend Larry,about what had just happened. And I asked him what he wanted to do? Pressuring him into changing himself was not my style.
He sat there almost 10 minites, in silence.
After the 10 minutes, He responded "Let's Do it " let's be baptized and saved.
He was all in! 🥰🥰🥰🤲🤲🤲.
From that moment, til we got married, we slept in separate rooms and practiced abstinence.
We decided not to return to Sunday worshiping churches bit to start Sabbath worshiping.
That limited the places we would worship to either 7th day Adventist or Messianic Jewish Synagogue.
We decided to go to the synagogue. And we on Tues October 21,2014, were married by our Rabbi,
only after we met with him 3xs for pre-marital counseling (definitely encourage,everyone to do this exercise).
From August 2014- September 2019 we both drew closer to YahVeh, following His Word,His Commandments, His Sabbath, And His Holy Days.
We in September 2019 were instructed to leave the ministry we had been with for 2 yrs, and to go "Underground " aka worshiping just us at home,
Abba said "where two or more are gathered, There I WILL be also".
I can honestly tell you all that the closer I got to the Holy Spirit, the more I grew in love with my Husband.
It is worth mentioning we stopped drinking and Larry gave up smoking 🚬. With the Mercy and Grace of YahVeh !
And He recently told me ,that He has a more pure love for me, and How Abba told Him " the more He submits to Yah , the more I will grow in Love with Him."
Because Yah is the head of the Triangle, and Larry and I are the 2 bottom corners.
Without Yah at the top, there is no balance.
Pray each of y'all can gain something from our testimony 🙏.
And He recently told me ,that He has a more pure love for me, and How Abba told Him " the more He submits to Yah , the more I will grow in Love with Him."
Because Yah is the head of the Triangle, and Larry and I are the 2 bottom corners.
Without Yah at the top, there is no balance.
Pray each of y'all can gain something from our testimony 🙏.
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